altar. saturday pm.  

kelly and lindsay thinking they are just goin to walk up the stairs into the house, with no trouble. little did they know...he he 

what is happening?? craziness, just chaos.  

kelly in the process of getting the crap beaten out of her with snow balls.  

kelly, she just wanted to play in the snow.  

kelly after the blessing of snow that was given to her tonight.  

hangin out at my/kelly's crib. 2-20 

hangin out at my crib tonight. 2-20 

Dan's greasy hair. ick. tonight(2-20) 

security.

seriously i need help. it's come to the point where i just don't know what do to and i think i need the answers soon. i really want to do one thing, but then i really feel like i should to do another...because of "security" does God open multiple doors and let us walk through whatever door we want and he still blesses us and leads us? or is there one door he wants us to walk through?? i think i know the answer, but i'm VERY impatient and i want to know what to do. the one thing i want to do, people will think i'm crazy for doin it, but i know it'll be ok. let'em think what they want-my thoughts. but then the other thing i feel like i should do, is because of "worldy security" aka, money, benefits, commitment(that i don't know if i want to make)-not to mention, that it is still all up in the air...not set in stone so who really knows how much "security" it will actually give me...if any. if you're readin this your head is probably spinning, mine is too...gotta go to sleep.

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hmmm...what to post, what to post? i dont' know. today was normal and now i sit here, watching Friends:season 6. i love Friends. i would love to live in New York City, not for a crazy long time, but for a while. i love big cities. Seattle was great. but i really like the idea of NYC. dreams...

ah, i seriously don't know what i'm thinking right now. so many things. i think i just need to go to sleep, wake up earlier tomorrow and get some things done. get'er done.

valentine's day.

so today started off like any other day. woke up, got ready, went on the internet for a bit, then headed to work...of course i wanted to wish my "special someone" happy valentine's day, so i called him on the way to work. walked into dunn bro's and my managers and the owners were having a meeting, they stopped talking and started smiling at me and telling me to go into the kitchen. so i went and as i walked in there were 12 beautiful roses and a box of chocolates sittin on the counter. i was taken back, cause i didn't think they were for me, and i didnt' want just to assume they were for fear of disappointment. anyways, yes, yes, they were for me. i almost started crying. but i couldn't get the huge smile off of my face. nothing has ever happened to me like that. it was amazing. i'm katie cass. things like this don't normally happen to me. but I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD. so now they do. he makes me happy, he makes me smile, he sends me a dozen roses on valentine's day- who would have thought? i'm so blessed to have you, andre, in my life. i love you. (what?-hehe)

everyone's story is different. someone people fall in love the moment they lay eyes on each other...for some they build a relationship for years before they say the words. you know your story. and to some extent, who cares what others think??!! for me it's not like anything i have ever felt before. i feel like shouting it from a mountain, but i don't have a mountain, i have a blogspot site. i took a chance.

one word: beautiful. 

stupid.

so anyways, sometimes i can be stupid. just stupid. tonight, i was acting like, or trying to act like napoleon dynamite. one of my favorite parts in the movie is when napoleon went out in the kitchen to get a drink, and LaFawnduh, was asking him what he was doing, cause he was all sweaty. anyways, he takes a drink, real fast. and i don't know why, but i think that part is freakin' hilarious. so me being stupid, try to imitate that. but i had just open a bottle of pepsi, so all the foam stuff was kind of coming out...i do it, and the pepsi, shot up my nose like a rocket!! and me being an over dramatized person, fell to the ground. and laughed, till i cried. kelly and lindsay were my witnesses. and if i recall...they fell on the ground too. anyways...i tell that story to encourage you to be...

"be imitators of God..." (Eph. 5:1) not of napoleon dynamite. can i get an amen??

on to other things...worship night, it was pretty sweet. in fact, we recorded it and so i'm watching it back right now. we had a ok turn out...about 15-20 people, but those people wanted to be there and worshiped. so it was cool, a different band tonight, so had to adjust a little, i have gotten so used to my guys. it's cool though. i'm excited for the winter retreat. it'll be good. i have to say, i'm different. my sound/voice is different...sorry, just commenting on this playback. ok well, people are goin to friday's so i'm goin to shoot over there, and hang out a little, although i should just sleep...i'm sleepy. ok well enjoi. don't do anything i wouldn't do.

my 2 favorite boys together. it's so weird seeing y'all together. who would have thought???  

funk.

so i'm sitting in my bros' office at church and i'm in a funk. i'm in a frustrated, "sick-of-it-all" mood. i don't necessarily like this feeling, but i'm in it right now. i hate when people don't just come to me and tell me what they are thinking...if they are mad-come and tell me, if they are confused-come and tell me...don't tell someone behind my back that i'm not good at being a worship leader! cause i know i am a good worship leader. sure there are things that i can improve...but don't blame things on me, when it's really your fault. that's so dumb. ah the little things...sometimes they are huge, especially if it's something i truly care about. sometimes people just don't get it. sometimes i just don't get it. whatever. music time. put on a smile katie.

now.

my throat hurts. i only hurts at night, when i stop using my voice, it seems. anyways. i'm sleepy. i think i'm goin to call it a night. my boyfriend is out dancing his life away tonight, so i probably won't talk to him. but i'll live, i think. tomorrow is goin to be a good day. i have a meeting at 1 for a job position. i have so many questions. i have so many thoughts. i just wish i could see the next year ahead of me to really know what to do. hmmm....but i think i'll take this job and if something happens in the next year or 2 then, than that something will happen and no job can stop that. ok well future shuture. now is what it's about. but i can't stop dreaming.

jordan and me. 

jordan and me.  

bandon, k-dog, donald the dancer. superbowl party.  

4 square(is that the name)? superbowl party. 

superbowl par-tay. i hate football. 

then there's one.

so pretty sure, andre just lefted to go back to PA. stopping in Chicago, then Toledo, then home, then Orlando. and pretty sure, it was really really hard. i can honestly say, that i have never felt this way before. i have never cried this way before. cry because i didn't want him to leave, but knowing we will be together again, just don't know when right now. so much on both our plates, just have to stick wit it. i guess. just have to wait. it will work out.

so life now is...roch.job.home.church.friends.distance.pictures.emails.aim.

final words: Milk was a bad choice.

enjoi the pics peeps.

friday night. andre and i. (photo taken by: kelair) 

a2. 

andre and i.  

me and andre, saturday, just chillin.  

andre (i think he looks like chris rock-in this one). i think this is friday night.  

pepsi intake. ptl. 

band.

i love my boys. Nick, Matt, Jordan, Kurtis. i love those guys. they are the band on wednesday nights, i couldn't do anything without them. tonight was really good in my opinion. we recorded the whole night, so we watched it again at my house, it was pretty cool...i just wanted to shout out to my guys. take a look below...those are them. except i dont' have a pic of kurtis-drummer, but he's awesome. that's what i'm thinking right now.

jordan. (and nick) "opaque" 

nick kallies. mr. lead.  

mr. matt call. he makes us sound good.  

blonde.

ok so, i dye my hair, right? yes...i do. i'm blonde. and i really don't care about the jokes that go along with being blonde and all the stereotypes...blah, blah, blah. but something deep down sometimes just wants me to know, that i am and will always be blonde. it doesn't matter how dark i dye my hair...when my hair grows, it will grow blonde. so with all that said. something happen today, that really just reminded me of that fact. i have to say that this is probably THE best blonde moment i have ever had, and i am goin to share it with you. no one was there to see me do it. anywho. my boyfriend is coming into town tomorrow. and there are no words to say how excited i am. therefore i want everything to be perfect. so today i woke up kind of early...well earlier than what i normally do. christy hooked me up...dye my roots darker. good, good, all is good. then i went home and made a list of things i needed to get done. i am a list person. they help me. so goin through that list...such as. clean my car. clean my room. clean my house. wash dishes....wait wait, stop there. haha so i get in the kitchen clean it up a little, and then get to the sink where the dirty gross dishes were....those of you who know me REAL well...know that, i hate doin dishes, i think it's the most disgusting thing ever. anyway, we do have a dishwasher, so i was like screw that, i'll put whatever i can in there...so i do and i go to get the soap out, but we barely have any left...so what do i do??? i resort to the next best thing...DAWN. (soap) put enough in the dishwasher and started it. so i left did a few more items on my list...went back in the kitchen and soap is coming out of the dishwasher, i was like " what the junk?" so i opened it up and the whole dishwasher was like completely soap bubbles. !!!! soo.....pretty sure i didn't know, not, to use just any kind of soap. there it is....blonde moment...(hopefully,) for the year!! but since this year is just starting, i'm sure there will be many more...to post on this beautiful thing which is Blogspot. i hope you're day is made better at my expense. well kind of. gotta get back to my list. peace out y'all.

take an offering.

i really don't know what to type today. hmmm, i woke up about an hour ago and i've been just lookin on the internet at stuff. boring. anyways, i really, really can't wait till andre gets here...one more full day. it's goin to be so incredibly fun. woo hoo! i really don't have much on my mind at the moment, other than, i look around in my room, and it's really messy. i should do something about that. ok well i will. peace out.

oh wait, last night was so funny. haha, we(me and kelly) went to Hollywood to get a movie from Bandon (Without a Paddle) and then we went to Hyvee(grocery store) and got some candy hearts. anyways, lets just say i got a paper bag, instead of plastic and we had some good times with the paper bag. it now is in our living room as a conversational piece. shout out to kelly ( www.xanga.com/kelair ) ...we have some really good times!!! ha. it's funny, cause me and kelly are so much a like it's almost scary. haha. can i get an amen? it's in the book! (if you're from WA reading this and you remember someone telling a story about how they went to a church and instead of yelling out Amen or Hallelujah, they yelled out "it's in the book" or "take an offering"....i think it was P.Mike J. anyways, shout out to y'all too, cause i got so many people saying those phrases here...in the youth group. haha!)

ok well that was a good spur of the moment blog...just when i didn't think i had anything...