Mohammed and I. 4-27 

lindsay and I. 4-27 

marsh and me. Sweet Shades! 

Jordan interviewing William Wallace(aka Darrell) 4-20. FREEDOM!!! 

D-Rail as William Wallace. funny junk. 4-20. 

Shout outs to Kel-Atie and Dylan. 4-20-05 

HEY, it's ME!!! woo woo. 4-24-05 

sick.

so yea i'm sitting here in my house. sick. i hate being sick. this is the first time i've left work for being sick. i still never have called in sick. worked at Dunn Bros. for like 9 months now. i'm proud of myself for that. anyways, so yea i have to lead worship tomorrow morning too, for 2 services. ah, nothing like being sick and singing. it'll be ok i think. i'll just have to drug myself up(-the legal kind.) and i think i'm goin to bed soon too. so hopefully i'll be ok by the morning.

things are good these days. i finally feel like i've made myself a good routine to stick too. i dont like routine, but when it comes to certain things, i just need to follow routine. i feel so on track. i'm confusing sometimes, but it all makes sense to me.

andre and i are doin good. long distance sucks, but we gotta keep movin', that's for real. almost 4 months now. good 4 months. i'm so happy. in fact i dont think i've ever been this happy. i mean i have bad days, but over all, i'm just happy. it's just awesome how God has given me the desires of my heart. when i least expected it. ahh...God is good. all the while i honestly feel balanced. i always had a fear of not being balanced with my relationship with God when i was in a relationship with a guy. but i do feel balanced. hmmm, i wish i had updated pics of the Drizz and me, but i won't be seeing him until end of May. so you better believe that i'm goin to take lots of pics. FL, i can't wait!! see my boyfriend, meet new people, see some other friends.

my head is pounding right now, so i'm goin to just find my way to my bed. thanks to all you faithful readers of mine. blogger love goes out to you, from the one and only...

-KT Jac Cass. (Kass-for Tarantino)

grow.

it's 2 am. i'm emotional.

why do things have to be so hard sometimes? even when all else is fine. one certain thing just sucks. to put it plainly. i'm so on track with everything. it seems like that.

but still i'm so far away. the phone. ah, i hate it sometimes. just waiting for the blue to turn pink, day in and day out. then it doesn't still.

it's not hard to grow, when you know that you just don't know. i don't know. that's all.

live still. love still.

new season.

i barely can move. i'm burnt so bad on my back. ah...pain.

anyways, i'm into 2 books right now. learning slowly, but learning alot.

things are good. hangin out more and more. except today, cause of my back and junk. didn't get a camera, didn't get a new TV. i did get a few cds. of course, the new Mariah hotness. and i re-purchased the New Season by Israel. old, but very good. my bro hooked me up with alot of new stuff too.

anyways, nothing much else goin down over here. work. church. gotta lead worship in "big church" next sunday for both services. should be interesting. i hate, hate, hate...hate electronic drums, i have to say probably as much as i hate, hate, hate....hate football. and video games (except PGA Tour-Tiger Woods-XBOX) i get addicted to that one. but only that one. i'm saying all that because when i lead worship on sunday mornings in "big church" we have to use electronic drums. but Hallelujah anyways. it'll be alright, i guess. anyways, that's all i have for now. i'm about to watch Extreme Makeover: Home Edition...it better be on. ok peace out people.

random.

hm...ok so i haven't posted for a long time i guess...some would consider 10 days long. anyways, not much has happened, i mean, i normal stuff i guess. work. church. school, oh wait, not school. so pretty much work and church.

i got a new Bible.

it's nice outside, and i sit inside wondering why i'm in here.

did some music at church today. someone told me i sounded like Sarah McLachlin. i love her!

i want a camera.

i want to pay my credit card bill off. hmmm, decisions, decisions.

i'm goin to be flying down to FL end of may to see Andre, i can't wait. i would love if i could go down to PSL/JB while i'm down, but i don't know if he will want to.

i'm trying to pull some stuff out of my brain, but it's just random as you see.

anywho. my jaw really hurts, i woke up with it hurting and i'm not goin to lie, it sucks. i dont' know what's wrong.

ok well i'm done here. just wanted to check in and let you know i'm not dead. C U.

fools.

aight, so it's april fools and i got nothing to say. no joke. i'm boring, yes, i know. i'm interested to see what's goin to go down at work. nobody better pull anything, i'll drop the wrath. trust me, my wrath is nothing to mess around with. i'll just keep it at that. anyways...

good music....4th Ave. Jones. Copeland.

that's all. have a great day! don't do anything i wouldn't do. peace y'all.

999.

so much craziness in my mind these days. i just have to take it day by day.

i just realized that i have 999 songs on my itunes. good news people!

enjoi your days.

random WI.

the pics below are just randomness, the big dub. Stevens Point, WI.

this is the church i grew up in...SOOO many memories! nolan-remember when 'we'(YOU!!-haha) smoked out the fellowship hall??? ha, good times, good times!! this is a bad picture of it...too many trees.  

BELTS!!! if you know the SP, you know what that place is!  

when we were kids, my dad had this whole playground thing for us...it was actually pretty sweet, but this is the only thing left standing these days..... 

this is upstairs in the barn...just something my brother made. props to SNAKEboarding, not many people know what that is... 

my home...the first 18 years of my life spent here. 

the barn...so many memories in that place. (we have a 6 foot halfpipe for skating in the upstairs of that) parties, skating... 

i just thought this rock formation was kind of cool. driving home 3-20.  

family.

ok so, my mom's b-day was yesterday. i surprised her by coming home. and then i had people come over to celebrate her b-day. the pictures below are just some of the people/kids that came over. my bro was there, dad, mom(of course), sharon and rich, hannah, elliot, nathan, sarah, cindy, peter, cassie, jacob, ayd'n, and cassie's b-f. it was good to see everyone again, and just chill. we ate, talked, family time-good. enjoi.

my dad just chillin' with the boys. Devil Dog Deegs. and Toby. 3-20. 

Happy B-day Mom. my mom and her present from Aunt Cindy. (and toby-my mom's 4th child) 3-20. 

Ryan-my bro. seriously he always has the sweetest poses!!  

Cassie's boy-Ayd'n(spellin?) SOOO CUTE!!!!  

me and Hannah. 3-20.  

Sharon and my mom-the cousin twins. and elliot and nathan. 3-20. 

the Sankey kids. Hannah, Elliot(middle) and Nathan. such cuties!!!  

patriot.

so i'm sitting here at my home, in Stevens Point, WI. it's my mom's b-day and i surprised her by coming home, she had no clue. it was kind of cool. anyways...i love coming home sometimes, cause we had extented cable. i've been flipping through and stopped on "the Patriot" and andre says, "amen." it's pretty cool i guess. so i'm just goin to chill here for the night and leave in the morning. i'll probably end up posting some random pics around here, because there really isn't much to do here in this good old town!! that's all for now...

snow...about a foot or more there, but it didn't stop...ICK! 

out on the deck. snow snow snow. i hate it! 

poor pedro.  

driving to work. 3-18-05