ah, so many thoughts, so many emotions. isn't it awesome, when God is doing something and he just gives you a peace that transcends through all your understanding. that's where i'm at, God is moving and i have no idea what is happening, but all i know is that, there is a peace there and i don't understand, but i put my trust in Him-knowing he has the best for me. it's 3 am right now, and i can't get to sleep, because i'm so excited. i have so many dreams when i'm awake, what is there going to be when i fall asleep? dreams of being awake again, i guess.
i have great people in my life, i have met some of the most incredible people ever!!- WI, WA, FL, MN, (PA!!)...to be continued... just a side note.
anywho, i'm listening to the new Chris Tomlin deal, not a big fan of mr. Chris, but this cd is frickin' sweet!!! check it out. so that's what i'm listening to but thinking about more...ah God is good. everything's right. what's after like...?-ASA.
today, i woke up, everythings ok. i just realized, i can't hold to things as much as i do. there are so many things in my life that i tend to cling to, the past, people, my own thoughts. i can't hold on as tight anymore and some things i just have to let go. i'm going to get bogged down. i need to cling to Jesus. everything else will fall into place. life is good right now. it seems like every one is saying that. which is awesome, this is goin to be a great year. but i got to start it off right, letting go and letting God...let go and let God (go buy Israel Houghton's/New Breed cd-it's a keeper). it's so easy to say, but so hard to do. especially cause i'm a frickin' clingy person. anyways, that's my thoughts for today. God help me.
Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? What happens next?
I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here The tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened
Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go? Salvation is here
I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself Lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened Today never happened Today never happened before
i'm excited for this year to come. wow, this last year has been kind of a blur. so many things happened, but then nothing really. the whole year i was here in Rochester, that's a miracle in itself. me staying in one place. i don't even know where to begin. all i know now is that it's the past and i gots to keep moving. i'm really excited for the next year...one of the things i'm excited for is...hmmm, you. i'm a person who loves knowing how everything is going to pan out. so of course i wish i could see the next year ahead, and be prepared for whats to come, but there is an anticipation that comes with not knowing whats going to happen. to wake up everyday and be excited for what's to come, who's going to cross paths with me, surprises, disappointments, joys, sorrows. good comes with the bad. but i'm ready. i say, bring it! let's live it up!
what??? silly boy...
what is marshall doing? hehe...
going on 3 am 1.1.05 at my house.
seriously, this is scary...bandon and marshall.
kelair and mar mar.
bandon and davin.
chelcy b. the sore loser. hides herself in shame. well tries to hide...