life...wake up in the morning, go to work for 8 hours, come home, eat, go to bed, just to start it all over tomorrow...life.
that's the life i long for, when i'm busy and crazy, but when i'm not busy and crazy, that's the life i dread. so where's the in between?
Is it possible to do something you love with out getting burnt out or discontent in a few years??
Is it possible to be content?
As "christians" are we suppose to be content or not content? i get confused.
Is there always going to be uncertainty?
is there always going to be defeat?
Is there always going to be a fog in my mind?
When is it all going to unfold?
Is the ache ever going to go away?
will i ever let God in completely?
will i ever give over control to Him?
will i ever lose control?
is this really the life i am meant to live?
am i suppose to be doing something bigger?
how can i do something bigger?
will i ever get to where i would love to be?
Answers?
--i'm just sitting here, thinking. questioning things. pondering. those questions are in no particular order. just came out.
it's a friday night. i'm wanting to be in Seattle right now just chilling, but i'm here in rochester and i'm going to wake up tomorrow and still be in rochester. why can't i be content??? is it always going to be impossible for me?? who knows...
so i leave you with this quote from Michael Scott -
"I am an adult. I don’t have to think…or…do anything"
1 comment:
Trust me, those questions never go away. Always reach for something bigger and never feel like you've arrived. It's a good perspective to have in life...it keeps it challenging yet adventurous. I recommend listening to Matt Chandler of "The Village" church in Texas if you ever get a chance. Great podcasts!! Very real, very raw, yet SO Bible!
Cuz, cuz Jason
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