i think this is my new favorite song...Ironically, it's my thoughts.


"Hide And Seek"- Imogen Heap

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to form,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah of course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

it's time to go. it's been time for a long while. so glad.

address/music.

new email address, please use from now on...:

ktbartlett17@gmail.com

thank you.



the music i'm into recently

*Imogen Heap...amazing.
*Frou Frou...cool.
*Feist...fun.

enrolled.

exciting news on our horizon. but i can't share it with ya just yet...and NO, i'm not pregnant, come on!!?? another thing. change. sooner than later. we're both so excited!! ok that's all i can say.

more details in January i'm guessing.

kt.

color.

change, yes, pink, but i didn't want any other one of the colors. so there-matt! ha.

anyways....just chillin right now. i'm off today and i have lots of things to do. take mimi to the vet, get my computer fixed, grocery shopping, etc. life.

i'm reading 2 books right now, one...re-reading the Velvet Elvis, good stuff. and another book that the title escapes me at the moment. i'm sick of just sitting and watching tv and watching my life fly by so i thought i would dust of these books and read. it's a crazy concept. ha.

lots of questions in my mind. but i don't think that i need all the answers. it's good i don't know.

it's fun going back in my "archive" and reading old posts from like 4 years ago. it's crazy, this site has been faithful to me. ha.

i'm random today, i'm still so stoked to go to Seattle!! i'm trying not to plan anything, besides hanging out w/ people and going to places that meant the most to me w/ mike and friends!!! it'll be so freakin' fun!!!

went to see "i am legend". i can't handle movies like that, i'm done with those. i have to admit it was fun sitting next to mike and feeling him jump everytime something jumped out at will smith. ha.

ok gotta go and have mimi get shot up.

birthday.

so yes today is my birthday. good day so far. will continue to be.

last night i got to hang out with my wonderful cousin sarah bla and had conversations, as always.

after that, i talked mike into letting me open this huge box that he had wrapped and i proceeding to find that he planned (with help from friends out in Seattle) a vacation out there Jan. 6th thru the 12th!!!!(the box was just filled w/ newspaper and books, etc. -to throw me off) i was in shock, i cried, it means the world to me, he understands i miss out there so much, that he went over and above with this one.

then i got to sleep in this morning, the best husband in the world got up and went and got me birthday donuts and then baked me a cake. then we went shopping i got a bunch from old navy and now we are heading for a great dinner and night on the town! i can't wait.

sorry ladys, i really do have the most amazing husband! mike is more than i could have ever expected. thank you Lord.

so that's the deal yo. go ahead...be jealous! ha :) j/k.

kt b. 24.

mikes new toy!

christmas tyme

i'm so excited for christmas, it's such a great time. i love it this year more than any other year, i think. and my dog. mimi. annoying to some, but i will always love her with unconditional love...like the Father loves us. ha.

birthday is coming...mike has something incredible planned but i just don't know what it is...he says "best gift i ever received" hmmm?? he has a big box all wrapped up by our tree.

i love presents and suprises. i can't wait.

besides that stuff....nothing else new...well things are but i can't really talk about it right now...new changes coming sooner than later. all i'll say i can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel...so to speak. ha.

mike is getting a dodge. i'll post pics when we get it. tuesday probably.

p.s. i love you...december 21. must see.

events.

date night.

found our sleep number.

laughed.

dreamed.

ate.

memories.

guessed.

thought.

held hands.

smiled.

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i can't quite explain it.

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that's close enough.


kt (c)b

it's crazy how views, beliefs, and opinions change as i get older. i'm in a place right now i never thought i would be. maybe my eyes are opening. or maybe they are closing, i'm not sure.

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right

Oh, it’s taken so long
I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh, but if I take my heart’s advice
I should assume it’s still unsteady
I am in repair
I am in repair

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me

Oh, it’s taken so long
I could be wrong, I could be ready

Oh, but if I take my heart’s advice
I should assume it’s still unsteady
I am in repair
I am in repair

And now I’m walking in the park
And all of the birds, they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

Oh, it’s taken so long
I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh, but if I take my heart’s advice
I should assume it’s still unsteady
Oh yeah, I’m never really ready, yeah
Oh yeah, I’m never really ready, yeah
I’m in repair
I’m not together but I’m getting there

fall always brings feelings in my heart and mind of good times, bad times, new times...

it's doesn't help i'm on a grey's anatomy kick right now, and i miss Seattle so bad, i wonder through out the years now having
this website, how much i've typed that comment..."i miss seattle" it did something to me, it messed me up...not in a bad way, in a really hopeful way and happy way. i, well now since it's not just me anymore..."we" will be back there one day.

mike and i are doing great. it just the day to day stuff. work, school, sleep, eat, work, school, sleep, eat, etc.

this coming sunday is my 3rd sunday not doing music and i feel good. i don't miss it. it was time.

it does feel weird not doing any music though. my whole mindset has shifted, long time needed, but finally happening. good thing. i was so disillusioned with certain dreams. it's like i'm bitter towards music. it ruined me.

well that's it for now, i actually felt motivated to put pics on this website and it won't let me...ha. too bad.

got the wedding pics back, pretty cool.

so we're in the new apartment, and everyday i love it a little bit more. it's so cute!!! God's blessings...amazing.

i must say, it's september, but it's starting to feel like fall...and i love it! i love the colors. love the feeling. i'll have to make a trip to point soon...october is my fav. month in WI. weird i know, but it's true.

honesty. truth. real. it's a tricky business. lots of thoughts in my mind. my eyes are opening more and more. not going deeper into that.

i'll post pics of the new place, soon.

new.

we found an apartment!!! it's so cute. i'll post a pic of the outside here in a bit...can't move in for a couple of weeks tho.
-2 bdrm, 1 bath, 2 car garage, near lake, between jobs and school, etc....pretty cool.

everything is so on a roll!!!

Shane and Shane's new one is pretty good...a little different style, but cool.

i can't wait to quit music, ha!!!! crazy i'm actually really excited to stop playing music!
....
so people won't freak out...maybe something else will be in the works....cd? what? yea, maybe, maybe i'll have time to focus on writing/creating my own music. then get it into people's hands... but i'll do it on my time, when i want to, so it might not be for a while :)

have a great day/night...whenever you read this...

till next time.

Ok so, some crazy stuff has been happening and not even a month of being married.

One... I got promoted from just a sales associate the place i work (FLOWERS BY JERRY) to a store manager. CRAZY!! i really feel honored, i've only worked there just over a year and they asked me to be a manager. it'll be a growing time and a learning experience, definately, but i'm up for the challenge. I've never worked at such a sweet place. Christian owners are such a blessing!!!!!

Two...Wednesday Mike and I were both at church just getting stuff done for practice that night, when my landlord calls and says someone wants to check out the apartment i'm living at in Pine Island...(trying to get out of the lease, cause of the distance to and from work and the gas prices suck.) anyways, so we drive back home to clean the apartment and get it ready for the viewing and i leave back to go to church in roch for worship practice. mike stays there with mimi. anyways i guess the dude comes and walks in the apartment and just says, right off the bat..."I'll take it" w/o even looking at it...so we're moving in like 3 days!!!! packing up once again, but it's all worth it.

Three....i have decided not to continue leading worship at rochester assembly of God. I've been there over a year and a half or so and i just feel this is what God wants me to do. I just need a break...i need to get back to the "heart of worship" not to sound too corny. but it's personal thing and i want to focus on our marriage and life...it already is a breath of fresh air. last sunday is Sept. 30th.

So like i said, crazy junk, but everything seems to be falling in place.

obedience. good.


Katie Bartlett...still weird.

so we're in SP right now, rolled in at bout 2 am. reunited with my dog...and thought i would just post a pic or 2 or our honeymoon!!! AMAZING!!!

happy birthday to christy
happy birthday to sarah
happy wedding day to sarah prin/sir william

enjoi.

Ok so as you look at the pics...they should be in order...rehearsal, rehearsal din din, wedding day and then just a couple of the morning after brunch with the family. i have tons more...but thats all i'm posting till i get the fagans pics. i'm on my honeymoon!!!!

enjoy.

katie bartlett