Friday, October 22, 2004

session two.

Minnesota Youth Convention 2004. Jeanne Mayo.
"Let's Dream"
Gensis 37:1-5

Joesph had a dream.
4 stages of Joesph's life:
1-the dreamer
2-the worker
3-the prisoner
4-the ruler

1. Life begins with a dream.
2 most important days: 1st day you were born, 2nd day is when you find out why you were.
Find out how God wired you and that's a good key to find out dreams.
2. Dreams tranforms to work.
If your not willing to do little how is God going to trust you with big stuff.
-leave the ego trip.
-God wants us to work!
3. Work transforms into injustice.
I'm going to have to pay some prices, but you gots to have some guts. God always pays on time.
His timing is always the best.
4. Injustice transforms into dreams.
DREAMS COME TRUE.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

session one.

Minnesota Youth Convention 2004. Jeanne Mayo.
"Let's Party"
Judges 6 & 7

God's party/weapons:
1. Trumpets- sound to raise the dead.
-take all of me.
-die to sin. die to things that holds us back.
2. Pitcher- to be broken. to be surrendered
-better or bitter?
3. Torch- to burn with purpose and passion that are bigger than your fears.
4. Shout- "the sword of the Lord and Gideon"
-righteousness has a voice.

God uses:
1-once buried people
2-broken people
3-people that burn with passion.
4-people who give righeousness a voice.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

move.

tonight, wednesday, was not like any other wednesday night, probably in my whole life. so far. tonight God spoke to me. tonight God spoke to me through someone else. nick, from rockford masters came up to me. asked to talk. and said that God wants me to hear something. "i believe God wants you to know, that i need to strive for excellence in music. if i do, God will take me to places i would have never imagined. i have to stop doing things on my own. if i need to change things, then i need to change things. " i sat in awe. no words. all i can say it was amazing. for a few reasons. 1- what nick said, matched up completely with what i have been struggling with. so i know, that i know without a doubt, it was God completely! and 2-God only knows that i have been struggling w/ things like "Word's from the Lord," or prophesies from people. I doubt things like that more than i believe and think that they are actually from God. so he used nick to show me that, if i am open to it...things like this can happen and be completely from God. i know it was from God, and he restored my faith in that area. so, what now? it's in my hands to run w/ this. he spoke and i need to do, only with his help though. he said that i might not know exactly what to do, or i may, but i will in time. one thing that keeps coming up in my mind, is voice lessons. matt's told me, i've thought about them and not i believe this would be an excellent way to strive to be excellent. another thing that has been on my heart is recording and making my own music. God made it clear that if i put my effort into this, he'll give me a future. i want the future he wants for me, cause it will be the best. AH, i feel at peace, but not at all, because there is so much i have to do. till next time.

Thursday, October 14, 2004

10/14

if i missed you last time
how much am i missing you now?
and if i see you far away
are you wanting to see me now?

Thursday, October 07, 2004

just another.

2 Cor. 4:7- we have this treasure in jars of clay to show this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.

nothing else much to say today. so far good day, made good coffee.