i think this is my new favorite song...Ironically, it's my thoughts.


"Hide And Seek"- Imogen Heap

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to form,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah of course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

it's time to go. it's been time for a long while. so glad.

address/music.

new email address, please use from now on...:

ktbartlett17@gmail.com

thank you.



the music i'm into recently

*Imogen Heap...amazing.
*Frou Frou...cool.
*Feist...fun.

enrolled.

exciting news on our horizon. but i can't share it with ya just yet...and NO, i'm not pregnant, come on!!?? another thing. change. sooner than later. we're both so excited!! ok that's all i can say.

more details in January i'm guessing.

kt.

color.

change, yes, pink, but i didn't want any other one of the colors. so there-matt! ha.

anyways....just chillin right now. i'm off today and i have lots of things to do. take mimi to the vet, get my computer fixed, grocery shopping, etc. life.

i'm reading 2 books right now, one...re-reading the Velvet Elvis, good stuff. and another book that the title escapes me at the moment. i'm sick of just sitting and watching tv and watching my life fly by so i thought i would dust of these books and read. it's a crazy concept. ha.

lots of questions in my mind. but i don't think that i need all the answers. it's good i don't know.

it's fun going back in my "archive" and reading old posts from like 4 years ago. it's crazy, this site has been faithful to me. ha.

i'm random today, i'm still so stoked to go to Seattle!! i'm trying not to plan anything, besides hanging out w/ people and going to places that meant the most to me w/ mike and friends!!! it'll be so freakin' fun!!!

went to see "i am legend". i can't handle movies like that, i'm done with those. i have to admit it was fun sitting next to mike and feeling him jump everytime something jumped out at will smith. ha.

ok gotta go and have mimi get shot up.

birthday.

so yes today is my birthday. good day so far. will continue to be.

last night i got to hang out with my wonderful cousin sarah bla and had conversations, as always.

after that, i talked mike into letting me open this huge box that he had wrapped and i proceeding to find that he planned (with help from friends out in Seattle) a vacation out there Jan. 6th thru the 12th!!!!(the box was just filled w/ newspaper and books, etc. -to throw me off) i was in shock, i cried, it means the world to me, he understands i miss out there so much, that he went over and above with this one.

then i got to sleep in this morning, the best husband in the world got up and went and got me birthday donuts and then baked me a cake. then we went shopping i got a bunch from old navy and now we are heading for a great dinner and night on the town! i can't wait.

sorry ladys, i really do have the most amazing husband! mike is more than i could have ever expected. thank you Lord.

so that's the deal yo. go ahead...be jealous! ha :) j/k.

kt b. 24.

mikes new toy!

christmas tyme

i'm so excited for christmas, it's such a great time. i love it this year more than any other year, i think. and my dog. mimi. annoying to some, but i will always love her with unconditional love...like the Father loves us. ha.

birthday is coming...mike has something incredible planned but i just don't know what it is...he says "best gift i ever received" hmmm?? he has a big box all wrapped up by our tree.

i love presents and suprises. i can't wait.

besides that stuff....nothing else new...well things are but i can't really talk about it right now...new changes coming sooner than later. all i'll say i can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel...so to speak. ha.

mike is getting a dodge. i'll post pics when we get it. tuesday probably.

p.s. i love you...december 21. must see.