mood.

i dont know why i'm feeling the way i am right now. its not bad, its not good. i've been talking to a few old friends. one of them said something so simple, but i looked at it in a different perspective, "God puts people in, and God takes people out" {of people's lives} for different seasons. i've seen so many people come in my life at different times, and then go. and months, or years later i see the reason why i had those times. and i'm here realizing even at this moment, why certain people are out now. but i also sit here and wonder, what if? what if things didn't change between relationships? what if, in different places, we could still be the people that we were when we were together. in a lot of ways i'm so glad i've changed in ways, but i miss old times too. things learned, things forgotten, i guess. God always has the best. i just have to remember that. so now all i can do is celebrate the times i've had w/ the most important people in my life...here's to us!

just another day.

ah, it's so relaxing these days, but yet i can't get to sleep. i haven't been where i'm suppose to be, but i'll get back. there are things i want to do these days, i just can't right now. and that statement, was very general. what goes around, comes around. what goes up, must come down. fall, the season, always gets my mind in different places. great memories, bad memories, but just the smell of outside reminds me of different times. it's all good, cause then i look out the window and i'm in a great place right now. and much more to come. one year in roch, not bad, not incredible. great people, great opportunities. life.

my life right now.