mood.

i dont know why i'm feeling the way i am right now. its not bad, its not good. i've been talking to a few old friends. one of them said something so simple, but i looked at it in a different perspective, "God puts people in, and God takes people out" {of people's lives} for different seasons. i've seen so many people come in my life at different times, and then go. and months, or years later i see the reason why i had those times. and i'm here realizing even at this moment, why certain people are out now. but i also sit here and wonder, what if? what if things didn't change between relationships? what if, in different places, we could still be the people that we were when we were together. in a lot of ways i'm so glad i've changed in ways, but i miss old times too. things learned, things forgotten, i guess. God always has the best. i just have to remember that. so now all i can do is celebrate the times i've had w/ the most important people in my life...here's to us!