effort.

here's my thoughts....as random as they come.

-i want to buy a plane ticket out to Seattle, end of July. but they are so freakin' expensive.
-andre is coming beginning of august. can't wait.
-reality is here. but butterflyz are still around too.
-is it bad to say, "i wish i had tons of money" frankly, i don't care if it is bad, i'm saying it anyways.
-being real is where it's at.
-i hate beating around the bush, as chelsey b. would say, dont' beat around it, just cut it down. i like that.
-i can't eat after 7 pm. sometimes it's hard, but i can do it.
-i really need to get an eye exam done, so i can get new contacts for my eyeballs.
-andy and christy are getting married in less than 2 months, crazy junk.
-i love john mayer. always will. don't get me started.
-i don't like half-"a"ing anything.

hmm. i'm getting bored with this. all i can say is....

FINALLY. just....finally. that word has a deeper meaning to me, starting today. it's good. so good.

and it's SOOOO hot.