seattle.

i miss everything about it.

tonight, i am in seattle. it's rainy, it's foggy. the street lights have this glow about them. tonight i miss seattle. and as i drove home from work tonight, i remembered everything. i remembered all the walks down at Redondo. driving up I-5 to downtown Seattle. i remembered maria and I totally "getting" jason's car.- hilarious. i remembered hanging out at erica's almost everyday/night. goin to the ocean w/ mark, david, jason. tully's. la-la sistas. wig/nig. laughing. crying. living. church. holidays. i remember times of pray, that impacted me so deeply, that i will remember them always. times of growing and stepping out of comfort. erickson's. moses lake. lake tapps. rainier. patoc's house. words. silence.

too much to explain. and other things for my memory only.


I missed the good part then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

Come on in, I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so
A warning sign

You came back to haunt me and I realised
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover

Come on in, I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
And the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
I miss you so
And I’m tired
I should not have let you go

So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms.