grow.

it's 2 am. i'm emotional.

why do things have to be so hard sometimes? even when all else is fine. one certain thing just sucks. to put it plainly. i'm so on track with everything. it seems like that.

but still i'm so far away. the phone. ah, i hate it sometimes. just waiting for the blue to turn pink, day in and day out. then it doesn't still.

it's not hard to grow, when you know that you just don't know. i don't know. that's all.

live still. love still.