burnt.

this weekend was great. and i don't really want to cheapen the experience by tryin to explaining it on here. anyways, it wasn't really about me goin into this weekend, it was about students, but i had to get something from it. i just feel like i am on the stage all the time, leading, doin altar stuff, i never have the chance on a wednesday night or a weekend like this...to get alone with God, or have others pray with me...or get a chance to pray for people. anyways, so i took advantage of Saturday night altar time, cause i didn't have to do music. God really opened my eyes to some things...and i just feel he is burning things out of me. the dross, if you will. only to get to where He wants me to be in my walk with Him. i thought that if i had certain things in my life, i, then, wouldn't have to deal with other things, that i used to deal with, but with these things in my life now, i still have to deal with stuff from my past and my own thoughts. it's goin to be work. and i left this retreat feeling good, feeling somewhat refreshed(other than the lack of sleep) but knowing the next, however long, will be probably a tough time, but rewarding all at the same time. knowing God will never leave, nor forsake me. always be there, when others can't. always being the faithful Friend is has been, is, and will continue to be, whether i see it or not at times. ok well enjoy the pictures. good times over all. it was good to play music this weekend and not being restricted at all, not caring, really, about anything else, but just worshiping God through the song of my heart, not just my mouth....to sing with all my might and my voice right now is messed up because of it, but it's all good. anyways, that's all i'm saying for now. i'm ready to go into battle.